I really can not get enough of these guys! Their newest album Light From Above is some good music. I would suggest anyone who is into alt rock/hard rock to give these guys a listen to.
Also I can’t leave without saying Happy Easter to everyone :] .
Like the 21st nothing much has been happening. The only thing I’d like to talk about for today’s section is Amanda. Now before anyone gets any idea’s or anything Amanda is not my girlfriend…She isn’t even my friend at the moment…
So Basically what happened was this:First let me start off by tell you who Amanda is. Amanda is the single most wonderful girl you will ever get the chance to meet who resides on the planet we call earth. You’ve heard about those girls that guys dream they could have to themselve? Well… She is what those girls wish them could be. I don’t care what someone tells you, you will not find a girl that even comes close to her.
Now, here is how i messed things up… Ever since I’ve made the move to Missouri I’ve kept in touch with her. Like most friends that are in different places they tell each other how much they miss them. Well… Everytime i would get a week or more off from school I’d tell her that I would be heading back to New York to see everyone that I left when I moved. Now everytime I told her this I didn’t know if I was actually going to go or not. Most times there was talk between me and my parents about how I would go but always about 1 week before they would say something came up and I couldn’t, or my dad’s favorite one was “You don’t deserve to go, so maybe staying here will teach you a lesson”.
This year was no different. March came just as quick as the lie did. However this time i told myself that things needed to change, so change they did. About 2 weeks into missouri I cut all contacts with her. I wouldn’t answer her calls, her comments. I wanted no part of her. So thats what happened.
I know that was probably the meanest thing someone could do that were in my shoes but it had to be done. I couldn’t live with myself knowing that each time I didn’t show she would be hurt. I just couldn’t deal with that. She doesn’t deserve someone who does that to you. Like i said before she is a wonderful girl so she deserves the best. Obviously I’m not the best. To be honest I don’t know why she forgave me every time. I know that shes upset over what I did but it was the best. I know she’ll get over it, I mean… all we are talking about is me. I’m no one. There is about 12,000 difference other guys who could be a better friend than me. I can’t live with the fact that the reasons for her staying up at nights crying was because of me. She doesn’t deserve as person like me as a friend. All I do is hurt her… She doesn’t deserve someone like that.
I’m sorry Amanda. I love you, but this had to be done because you don’t deserve a friend like me….
Welcome!
I’ve been a huge fan of Phil Hughes so today while i was reading his wordpress I got the idea that maybe I should also start my rather than just following his.
I’m a bit pressed for time right now so as I type this the plan will most likely be for me to come back on later tonight and update this with some information for those reading (if any read this at all lol) to get a better idea of who I am.
