I ended up going to play football. I’ll give you guys a post later.
I am still awake. I woke up at 4:30 yesterday so Its been 19 Hours since I’ve last been to sleep. I’m going to head to bed but I just wanted to get a post in saying I played football :]
Alright, So its 6:56 AM. I haven’t been to sleep because I’ve been waiting for my friend Mikkel to come online. You’re probably asking yourself, “why are you staying up all night to wait for him?”. Well, to answer your question quickly he lives across the sea. He is 7 hours ahead of me so right now it is actually 13:57PM or as we all know it as 1:57 PM.
So to update you on the girls really quick. Girl 1 has finally started talking to me. She got out her anger basically so that is really good. We are on talking terms now. I just wish the letter I mailed her would get there quicker so she can read it and realize that I know I messed up and that I am actually sorry.
As for Girl 2, I realized I was just annoying her. I apologized, she forgave me and we are now talking again. We had a pretty good conversation yesterday about books so it makes me happy that i finally got more then a “Sorry, I’m busy” out of her.
To update you on my life, nothing has really been happening recently. I’m actually probably going to play a pick up game of football today but I don’t know if I’ll be up. Its going to be at 5:00 PM but because I haven’t gone to sleep yet I probably won’t wake up until 3-4 PM if I’m lucky. I’ll update later today when I wake up telling you how the football game went If i make it that is lol.
Ugh… Girls…
They are so confusing sometimes.. I know I said the other day that I would keep you guys up to date as to what has been going on in my life but I decided that i should inform you about my week.
So…There happens to be these two girls. I won’t give you names, we can just refer to them as Girl 1and Girl 2. We’ll start with Girl 1.
Girl 1you guys may know(I made a post about her a while back). Anyways, I’ve finally started talking to her again, or to better put it she started talking to me again. Its been really weird talking to her to be honest with you all. When I do talk to her you can tell that there is that slight (lol) bit of anger towards me. Its really weird to talk to someone when you know that they hate you. It got so bad that she even said “I wish I never met you” and “your just like bobby”. For all of you that don’t know this(which would be all of you) but Bobby is basically the worst friend you could possibly imagine. I’m not going to get into detail but if you could mix all the bad qualities into a friend and give them to one person that would be him. Its really hard watching someone you care about so much basically treat you worse than the dirt under someone’s shoe but at the same time you really can’t blame her. The fact alone that she is talking to me is a blessing. I’ll be honest with you all, if I was her i wouldn’t talk to me either.
She keeps saying that I don’t care about her, but no matter what I tell her there is no changing he mind on this fact. I’ve been yelling at for not coming out to New York, and not sending her a letter. I wrote her a letter last night. It ended up being 3 pages. Hopefully she accepts this at one of my ways of trying to make things right. I told her I would make things right and basically there is no room for failure.
So I told you about Girl 1 so now let me tell you about Girl 2. While I was at Missouri Boy’s State(MBS) I got a friend request from her on Facebook. It was pretty cool because she use to be thing girl I went to school with when I was little. Actually she was on my bus when I use to go to elementary school. It was pretty cool acctually talking to her because I use to have this crush on her when I was little, so talkign to her was like an awesome thing. Not to memntion the fact that she was a girl ( MBS was 1000 Guys, with no girls). Anyways, things were awesome. We were talking a lot and then Boys State came to an end.Then all of a sudden it seems as if She wants no part of me. I mean I talked to her on my way home from it then it seems as if I haven’t had a conversation with her since. The most I get from her is “I’m sorry __________”. I basically get a “I’m sorry I can’t talk, let me give you the excuse for the day”.
But yeah :/ thats about it.
I might update later with more but I’m not sure about it atm.
So I just want everyone to know who is reading this (lol if anyone is actually reading this) but this is not my first WordPress Blog. I use to have one at jkudo.wordpress.com. However, with my awesome skills I forgot the password lol.
That would explain why I haven’t posted since April 27th. I’m going to go and transfer all my post onto this. So come this time tomorrow this page should look wayyyy filled.
Since I know its been a while I need to make a little note to myself as to what has happened since.
Thats about everything interesting that has happened since. I know there are prob a bunch more but I can’t think of them.
I’ll leave one long post come tomorrow explaining all these things.
