Ugh… Girls…
They are so confusing sometimes.. I know I said the other day that I would keep you guys up to date as to what has been going on in my life but I decided that i should inform you about my week.
So…There happens to be these two girls. I won’t give you names, we can just refer to them as Girl 1and Girl 2. We’ll start with Girl 1.
Girl 1you guys may know(I made a post about her a while back). Anyways, I’ve finally started talking to her again, or to better put it she started talking to me again. Its been really weird talking to her to be honest with you all. When I do talk to her you can tell that there is that slight (lol) bit of anger towards me. Its really weird to talk to someone when you know that they hate you. It got so bad that she even said “I wish I never met you” and “your just like bobby”. For all of you that don’t know this(which would be all of you) but Bobby is basically the worst friend you could possibly imagine. I’m not going to get into detail but if you could mix all the bad qualities into a friend and give them to one person that would be him. Its really hard watching someone you care about so much basically treat you worse than the dirt under someone’s shoe but at the same time you really can’t blame her. The fact alone that she is talking to me is a blessing. I’ll be honest with you all, if I was her i wouldn’t talk to me either.
She keeps saying that I don’t care about her, but no matter what I tell her there is no changing he mind on this fact. I’ve been yelling at for not coming out to New York, and not sending her a letter. I wrote her a letter last night. It ended up being 3 pages. Hopefully she accepts this at one of my ways of trying to make things right. I told her I would make things right and basically there is no room for failure.
So I told you about Girl 1 so now let me tell you about Girl 2. While I was at Missouri Boy’s State(MBS) I got a friend request from her on Facebook. It was pretty cool because she use to be thing girl I went to school with when I was little. Actually she was on my bus when I use to go to elementary school. It was pretty cool acctually talking to her because I use to have this crush on her when I was little, so talkign to her was like an awesome thing. Not to memntion the fact that she was a girl ( MBS was 1000 Guys, with no girls). Anyways, things were awesome. We were talking a lot and then Boys State came to an end.Then all of a sudden it seems as if She wants no part of me. I mean I talked to her on my way home from it then it seems as if I haven’t had a conversation with her since. The most I get from her is “I’m sorry __________”. I basically get a “I’m sorry I can’t talk, let me give you the excuse for the day”.
But yeah :/ thats about it.
I might update later with more but I’m not sure about it atm.
