Ugh… Girls…
They are so confusing sometimes.. I know I said the other day that I would keep you guys up to date as to what has been going on in my life but I decided that i should inform you about my week.
So…There happens to be these two girls. I won’t give you names, we can just refer to them as Girl 1and Girl 2. We’ll start with Girl 1.
Girl 1you guys may know(I made a post about her a while back). Anyways, I’ve finally started talking to her again, or to better put it she started talking to me again. Its been really weird talking to her to be honest with you all. When I do talk to her you can tell that there is that slight (lol) bit of anger towards me. Its really weird to talk to someone when you know that they hate you. It got so bad that she even said “I wish I never met you” and “your just like bobby”. For all of you that don’t know this(which would be all of you) but Bobby is basically the worst friend you could possibly imagine. I’m not going to get into detail but if you could mix all the bad qualities into a friend and give them to one person that would be him. Its really hard watching someone you care about so much basically treat you worse than the dirt under someone’s shoe but at the same time you really can’t blame her. The fact alone that she is talking to me is a blessing. I’ll be honest with you all, if I was her i wouldn’t talk to me either.
She keeps saying that I don’t care about her, but no matter what I tell her there is no changing he mind on this fact. I’ve been yelling at for not coming out to New York, and not sending her a letter. I wrote her a letter last night. It ended up being 3 pages. Hopefully she accepts this at one of my ways of trying to make things right. I told her I would make things right and basically there is no room for failure.
So I told you about Girl 1 so now let me tell you about Girl 2. While I was at Missouri Boy’s State(MBS) I got a friend request from her on Facebook. It was pretty cool because she use to be thing girl I went to school with when I was little. Actually she was on my bus when I use to go to elementary school. It was pretty cool acctually talking to her because I use to have this crush on her when I was little, so talkign to her was like an awesome thing. Not to memntion the fact that she was a girl ( MBS was 1000 Guys, with no girls). Anyways, things were awesome. We were talking a lot and then Boys State came to an end.Then all of a sudden it seems as if She wants no part of me. I mean I talked to her on my way home from it then it seems as if I haven’t had a conversation with her since. The most I get from her is “I’m sorry __________”. I basically get a “I’m sorry I can’t talk, let me give you the excuse for the day”.
But yeah :/ thats about it.
I might update later with more but I’m not sure about it atm.
So I just want everyone to know who is reading this (lol if anyone is actually reading this) but this is not my first WordPress Blog. I use to have one at jkudo.wordpress.com. However, with my awesome skills I forgot the password lol.
That would explain why I haven’t posted since April 27th. I’m going to go and transfer all my post onto this. So come this time tomorrow this page should look wayyyy filled.
Since I know its been a while I need to make a little note to myself as to what has happened since.
Thats about everything interesting that has happened since. I know there are prob a bunch more but I can’t think of them.
I’ll leave one long post come tomorrow explaining all these things.
SINCE I”VE POSTED! Sorry its been a whie I’ve been swamped with conutless numbers of assignments along with a term paper that still isn’t finished!=0! I should however be free soon since we only have about 1 month of school left!
To let you guys know whats been going on I’ll tell you about yesterday since that was the best day ever. It started off with a fight! Now I’m not the person who usually gets into a fight, matter of fact this was my first. This kid however was just trash talking way too much and it was called for. The fight was over in a matter of seconds. It started off with him hitting me, me hitting him, and him hitting the floor.
I than played football in the ran which was totally awesome!!! I did awesome like i usually do. So it all good.
Well… Call of Duty 4 calls, tell you more tomorrow!
d with today M.A.P. Testing is officially over. I can’t express to you how happy I am. It was by far the biggest waste of 6 hours of my life.
After M.A.P. Testing, I had weight training which was just an awesome way to start off the day! We didn’t lift however, and ended up playing Matball. Matball is pretty much Dodgeball but inside. Also instead of sitting down after you go from third to home you go to first and its a never ending cycle until you get out. My class got split up, half went to the Juniors half to the Freshman. Me being a junior I hoped for the Junior side but ended up on the Freshman. I made some sick catches. I caught Franklin’s off the wall and some other kids off someone’s hands. We ended up winning and that was an awesome way to kick off the day. I had Part A of a math test after that. I did okay i guess, i got 25/30 which isn’t bad considering I didn’t know the rest. The rest of my day was just meh. I realized however I had a poetry project due tomorrow and I had no idea how to do it. Luckily Alex is awesome and helped me (Okay….So he did the whole thing….)
I have both a American History Test & Math Part B test tomorrow So I need my sleep.
I however told you I would get you a picture of my weight bench and after about 2 weeks I finally have it!
Okay…Well this thing is being lame and won’t let me upload it…I guess its just not meant to be :[
So This week is M.A.P. Testing at my school. M.A.P. Testing is the Missouri A-something, P-something. All I know is its the state test that takes 3 days that we need to do. Today was the first day.
All we needed to do today was read a 2 page story. We than needed to answer some multiple choice and finish it off by writing a letter. We were given only 45 minutes to finish this. This was the only section needed to be done today however the school was so smart and stuck us in the room at 7:20 am and we would not be released until 9:15 am. This is where i go lolwut? They give us 2 hours in the room yet we only have 45 minutes to do it? It makes no sense!
After we were done I wasn’t feeling so good so I called my dad and told him to come pick me up. It was funny, because i called him after the test were done yet there were still 2 teachers in the room. My friend sitting next to me decided to do the same however he got caught. I thought I was for sure going to get caught considering I was sitting next to him talking on the phone when they came to take his phone. However I made it and it was lol.
I got home and went to sleep. After i woke up I remembered I needed to cut a bar downstairs so I could curl without the weight being so far out. I went in the garage and this is how it turned out.
Look at that! It didn’t turn out to bad now did it? It was about 7 foot when I first got it and now its only 4 foot. You can even tell that the weights are evenly on the bar too! It was a pretty good job while being half awake and sick. I keep telling myself to take a picture of my lame weight bench. I’ll try to do it tomorrow since I’ll need to do down there.
So M.A.P. Testing is tomorrow and Wednesday. I’ll need my sleep. Expect the first back-to-back updates coming soon for the first time in a while!
Also I can’t leave without saying that this new posting layout is awesome! I however can’t find the spell check which is starting to piss me off.-_-
Time to explain to you guys why I wasn’t on for a span of 5 days or so.
The Last day I posted My mom was rushed to the hospital because she had a heart attack. Later that night she when into cardiac arrest and that’s when things started to make me worried. A new doctor found out what was wrong though. She was diagnosed with Congested Heart Failure. She is currently on oxygen.
Today she went and had an Eco-cardiogram to find out what caused it. They said her heart looks strong but she has in irregular heart beat, which might be causing everything, mostly the need of oxygen.
About oxygen… I officially hate her oxygen machine…
there is the monster itself. Everyday my mom will go downstairs, and that cord you see there will be lying right across the top of the stairs….Everyday I will walk up the steps and I will trip on that cord and wall flat on my face. I than get yelled at because i “pull” on it…I swear that thing is out to get me…
I’m sorry Its been forever since I’ve posted. Things have been so hectic its not even funny. Expect me to post later tonight with whats been happening. Is officially my T.v. Day starting now. Currently I have 5 shows recording in the span of 3 hours. Here is how the line-up goes. 7:00 PM – Big Brother 9 8:00 PM – Criminal Minds & Monsterquest 9:00 PM – CSI: NY & UFO Hunters. By far UFO Hunters is the best out of that line-up. Just the stuff they show on that is amazing. I don’t know how anyone would be ble to say Aliens do not exist after watching this. Big Brother, Criminal Minds, and CSI are all on CBS, UFO Hunters and Monsterquest are found on History Channel. I would suggest watching any of these if you have free time.
I really can not get enough of these guys! Their newest album Light From Above is some good music. I would suggest anyone who is into alt rock/hard rock to give these guys a listen to.
Also I can’t leave without saying Happy Easter to everyone :] .
Like the 21st nothing much has been happening. The only thing I’d like to talk about for today’s section is Amanda. Now before anyone gets any idea’s or anything Amanda is not my girlfriend…She isn’t even my friend at the moment…
So Basically what happened was this:First let me start off by tell you who Amanda is. Amanda is the single most wonderful girl you will ever get the chance to meet who resides on the planet we call earth. You’ve heard about those girls that guys dream they could have to themselve? Well… She is what those girls wish them could be. I don’t care what someone tells you, you will not find a girl that even comes close to her.
Now, here is how i messed things up… Ever since I’ve made the move to Missouri I’ve kept in touch with her. Like most friends that are in different places they tell each other how much they miss them. Well… Everytime i would get a week or more off from school I’d tell her that I would be heading back to New York to see everyone that I left when I moved. Now everytime I told her this I didn’t know if I was actually going to go or not. Most times there was talk between me and my parents about how I would go but always about 1 week before they would say something came up and I couldn’t, or my dad’s favorite one was “You don’t deserve to go, so maybe staying here will teach you a lesson”.
This year was no different. March came just as quick as the lie did. However this time i told myself that things needed to change, so change they did. About 2 weeks into missouri I cut all contacts with her. I wouldn’t answer her calls, her comments. I wanted no part of her. So thats what happened.
I know that was probably the meanest thing someone could do that were in my shoes but it had to be done. I couldn’t live with myself knowing that each time I didn’t show she would be hurt. I just couldn’t deal with that. She doesn’t deserve someone who does that to you. Like i said before she is a wonderful girl so she deserves the best. Obviously I’m not the best. To be honest I don’t know why she forgave me every time. I know that shes upset over what I did but it was the best. I know she’ll get over it, I mean… all we are talking about is me. I’m no one. There is about 12,000 difference other guys who could be a better friend than me. I can’t live with the fact that the reasons for her staying up at nights crying was because of me. She doesn’t deserve as person like me as a friend. All I do is hurt her… She doesn’t deserve someone like that.
I’m sorry Amanda. I love you, but this had to be done because you don’t deserve a friend like me….
Welcome!
I’ve been a huge fan of Phil Hughes so today while i was reading his wordpress I got the idea that maybe I should also start my rather than just following his.
I’m a bit pressed for time right now so as I type this the plan will most likely be for me to come back on later tonight and update this with some information for those reading (if any read this at all lol) to get a better idea of who I am.